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TITLE: Gone Forever
CHARACTERS: Raven (Scott Levy), Tommy Dreamer, mentions of Beulah PAIRINGS: implied past relationship between Raven/Tommy; Beulah/Tommy NOTES: Song fic involving ‘Gone Forever’ by Three Days Grace. Sequel to ‘Let It Die.’ DISCLAIMER: I do not own these people; I just use them to make everyone else happy! Raven’s POV Tommy, you don’t know the personal hell that I’ve gone through without you here. With you so close, yet not with me. I can’t believe that you don’t still remember our lives together. How perfect we were for each other. What did I do that made you forget me? Forget us? Don't
know what's going on Tommy’s POV I’m so glad you’re leaving for WCW. You don’t know how long I’ve waited for you to leave ECW. I get the girl, and you’re left with no one. Because you’re worthless, Raven. Your dad was right. You’re a worthless brat, and you deserved all the punishment you had. I feel so
much better Raven’s POV WCW. My new home. I wish
that I could say that I’m glad you’re not here, but I can’t. I
wish you had come with me, Tommy. Mike’s been calling me, saying
that you’re happy with Beulah. I guess I’m glad for you two, in
a way. She’s loved you so long. I guess life works out for
certain people. Of course, I’m never one of them. Now
things are coming clear I guess that I still miss
you, but not very much. I’m glad you’re not here. It’s just
different. I don’t have you cornering me to tell me that I
didn’t try. But it makes me feel like I should have listened. I
should have tried. Beulah’s great. Really. But I guess a part of
me still wishes she were you. Feel so
much better Maybe I should feel better.
I mean, I can’t keep falling in love with you over and over if I
don’t see you. It was your face, your touch, your voice, that
sent me over the edge of longing. I’m kind of glad that we’re
not in the same company. I’m not falling in love every night. I
don’t have the provocation to fall in love without you here. First
time you screamed at me Beulah says she misses you,
because you were the best person to talk to. She says that I’m
not as understanding as you were, Raven. It doesn’t really
bother me that much, though. We can move on, now. Except those
nights that I see you on WCW. Sad to say, but it makes me wish
you were here. And now
it's coming clear I realize now how stupid it
was to think that I needed you. I don’t. I can get along
perfectly fine without you. There are people that love me. And
they’re not you, Tommy. They’re not you. I feel so
much better Tommy’s POV I do feel better without you. I’ve got Beulah. And she’s way more than I could ask for. Raven, you were never the person that I needed in life. But, I’m not glad that you’re gone forever. |
